will i still love God if?

this question can actually make me tear. cos it reminds me of this movie i watched during sermon today, 'Facing The Giants', and it's a great movie! when it comes to this question where Coach Grant asked his wife, 'will you still love God even if you can't have any children?' well, it goes the same to me (not about having children of cos), but in any circumstances. what a question, and i always thought whether is it God who is testing us.

if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. if. how would i hope that this word would never exist.

i would definitely want to honor God and love Him forever as i even see Him face to face. God is an awesome God and nothing is impossible for Him. I'm serving such a great Father! :D and it's time for some reflections and confession.